Non-stop thinking.

Thoughts On the Bus #3

Fri, 18 Jul 2008 21:38:26 GMT

Alright, so i was thinking, and..it kinda came out of no where but..why do girls go so crazy over "cute" guys? not any cute guy but..a celebrity. Why? one simple question to many questions lol
Like..why do they have to do it infront of us guys? I mean..how do you expect us to answer to something like.."OMGOSH HE'S so cute!"
Well i found my way..."I herd he's gay" im not being serious of course when i say that, but some of you say it to us like you expect us to agree? i dunno.
WHATS even WORSE, is that sometimes i see girls do it infront of their b/f's! Don't do that, especially do your b/f's guys can get jealous too you know, we have feelings. You'll never ever see a girl going to her friends saying "OMGOSH my boyfriend is soooo hot". no..
MAYBE if your b/f was on tv, who had nice hair, and was named Joe Jonas, but NO. Another thing.. why do girls go crazy over Joe Jonas? whats so special about him? i can sing too you know...lol Back on topic...how do you think saying things like that makes your b/f feel, your just dropped his self esteem to a zero. lol k maybe not but you get what im saying.
You know what sucks the most, guys cant do the same thing to girls. When guys try to do the same thing...there can only b 2 outcomes.
1. boy - Angelina Jolie is so damn SEXY!
G/f - Yep.
They make it seem like they dont care, which is probably the case. OR case number 2.
2. boy- Angelina Jolie is SOOOOO FRIKEN DAMN SEXY!
G/f- yeah she is very beautiful.
When the girl can agree...WTH! how come if they agree to saying that someone of the same sex looks good it doesnt sound gay, but if you hear a guy say, Yeah..brad pitt is cute. WTH?!
K well first of all..umm guys don't really talk about girls that way to other girls...so it wouldnt really happen, but if it were too happen, it would be like that.
N e ways im out, just..girls out there..please explain..why do you girls do this to us? Is it cuz..you really find them THAT attractive that you cant contain it in? Or...too make us Jealous? Something i would like to know lol

Thoughts on the Bus #2

Thu, 17 Jul 2008 01:58:53 GMT

Have you ever noticed how people seem to want love so much. To love and be loved in return right? Sometimes it comes to the point where it takes over their lives, and being in a relationship is all they want. I find it kinda foolish, i mean there are other things to do in life other than get a bf/gf...But i guess everyone learns one way or other...and there really are only two ways to learn. (Hard Way/Easy Way).
Its just most of us need to take the hard way to learn it.
I was thinkinf of this video..and..well..love..lol its something big, something special, something that should be cherished..but..do we really send out that message? Look around, pay attention....the stuff you see on tv, in magazines..all around. We say what we want in love, but do we really portray it?
And the thing i have noticed...some people seem to want to make their relationships exactly like how it is in the movies...yikes. SURE in the movies it may be romantic, and sweet, and you wanna say "awww". And well..you dont need to make your relationship like a movie to make it special. The way i think of it is like this...
In the end of the movie you see the girl and guy get together..but thats at the end..i know this is a movie, but what happens after they get together? think about it..they get together..and they are just ike any other couple out there in the world...right? Well k i talked alot, the point im trying to make is..we are chasing after true love, when true love has been right there..all along, and thats God, maybe if we stopped trying to catch up to love, we can stop..n let true love catch up to us.
maybe im going to far with this lol but thats what you do when you have an hour and 40 min bus ride. lol
N e ways thats just my oppinion.

" You are not the first person in my heart, God is, but..because i love God so much, i can love you like no other man can"

P.S. The below video explains alot of what im getting at.
P.P.S. Thnx for the reasurance :) you know who you are.

Fri, 06 Jun 2008 09:16:09 GMT

just...watching the sun rise...i wish..you woke up the frst time i called...

Bored

Wed, 04 Jun 2008 03:38:57 GMT

BOO!

Camp Wii

Sun, 01 Jun 2008 21:12:59 GMT

What a fun weekend. YFL CAMP Wii! So fun, although i dont think it helped my swollen cheeks. All the screaming and worshipping, made my cheeks even more swollen i think lol but it was all worth it too see the participants grow so much in one weekend. It was a good reminder, and really brought me back. The only thing that sucked was i could not eat anything, at all cuz of my wisdom teeth, i tried really hard too eat but it didnt work. It took me like half an hour to finish ONE timbit. oh well YAY CAMP WII. Wii sing! Wii dance! Wii pray!

Almost unbearable

Sat, 31 May 2008 05:19:56 GMT

sorry i read it...i couldnt stop, well i guess part of wat i had to tell u is that..every time i talk to you..i find it harder n harder to hold it in, sometimes i think i wont b able to hold it in for 10 years...its almost ubearable 4 me too hold it in. ut somehow hearing your voice...well lets jst leave it at that..:)
one agen im sorry...im gonna miss you so much this weekend

Thu, 29 May 2008 00:15:36 GMT

Getting my wisdom teeth removed...2morow...i hope i feel better saturday! YFL CAMP saturday! cant wait! PLEASE CHEEKS FEEL BETTER BY SATURDAY!

that was stupid

Mon, 19 May 2008 06:50:54 GMT

i missed my chance to hear what you had to say...all because i fell asleep.. i probly wont get another chance...but now i can't fall back asleep...maybe because theres a part of me that still thinks your gonna tell me later on tonight..if i stay up on the phone with you while you sleep...n that maybe you'll wake up n tell me...that part of me is just waiting...
i wish i didn't fall asleep...it really was important to me to know what u had 2 say...

-JD-

Its gonna be a long weekend

Sat, 10 May 2008 05:10:39 GMT

well...this is going to be a long weekend, its going to feel different cuz junelle is away for the weekend, and i have no one to fall asleep on the phone with :(

Sat, 26 Apr 2008 04:30:54 GMT

Hi JD : )
There I made you livejournal.